three.there is avoidin myheart, thati canonly seem tofill withemptyemotions.
...The things you see when youwander into reality...[Truth, reveals itself .]
two.send messages in theirbottles,little notes thatsay,i love you.i miss you.where have you gone.and i'll take them,fill them up withsandsend them back, acrossto the other side.i'll send you a postcard...wish you were here.because i'm not coming back.
one.you told me that lifewas full ofcolor... thenwhy do mytearsrungrey.
...Tension, is building betweenour bones; crackingthese boundaries that bindus.[lets not get lost in the momenthere. ]
...if i throw myself into the river,will the rapids take it to the otherside?or will Charon fish it out of the Styx...bring me back with his harshwords...no coin.go back.you can't cheat theunderworld.go live at the gates of hell;die, trying to claw your waythrough.[there is no way in... is there not a way out?]
...when death put its handon my shoulder,it shivered;i was alreadycold.
...there are thesechains...clutching the ridgesof mywindpipes...and it gets harder tobreathe...as they strangle me likeweeds...
eight.sometimes i feellike mylife's been played like a puppeton a tangledstring.[yet still i'm lifeless without you .]
.i will carrya small hope, a grainof itin my pocket(it will do whatever it can)
.you touch the morning when she's sleeping;she is soft and bruised, butshe is silentshe is not thereshe is wherethe darkness ruptures,pours out stars, gives birthto light, and where two planetsscrape against each otheras they pass, she's wherethe trees in their dead slumberdream of green coating the earth,a heavy blanket weighing downthe dead ones while they sleep she's where her breath departs her mouthas small bouquets in winter, white,and where the plants will snaptheir bones just to get closer(she is where hell cannot bend her mind)
...i'd like to see the stars, falland kiss themoon.i'd make a wish as they'd shatter its glowinto a million little pieces, andscatteracross the seas.one day, these lights will goout; one day, that wish will cometrue.[shut your eyes and imaginethe end]
Do you really want to know?Do you really want to know?Know that I am fading.Do you really want to know?That I am slowly breaking.I am not sure how much time,I have until I'll pull this trigger.I just want the night to be over.But what's the difference,When morning is no better?When even the light,Isn't bright,Enough to chase away the dark.
Trust MeI know, I knowHow bad things can get,When all you feel is regretAnd you just can’t forgetThe crack of your heart breaking.I know, I knowHow it feelsTo hold a blade to your skinAnd feel like just to breatheIs a painful sin.I know, I knowHow it feelsTo be so utterly aloneThat you talk to the voiceInside your headAnd winding up deadSeems like the only solution.I know, I knowHow it feelsTo believe that it won’tGet better,But guess what?It does.The darkness is temporaryAnd even though it’s scary,Don’t forget that it gets better.Even after the darkest nightThere will always be sunlight.There will always be peopleWho love you,Who want to help you;They are just waiting toBe let in.Try to smile every day –It might be a long way away,But one dayThat smile will be genuine.I promise.Life can be hard, I knowBut please don’t go,Because tomorrowThe world might showYou how beautiful it can be.
RespectRespect is somethingWe are all owedUntil we don’t deserve it.Be respectful of other people,And they’ll respect you.Respect everyone, regardlessOf their point of view.There’s a differenceBetween bullyingAnd ‘freedom of speech’,Of which I’m pretty sureSilencing others with hateWould be considered a breach.You’re not a little kid.You’re above bullyingAnd pushing and shoving;Life is too short -It should be spentRespecting and loving.
10:59if you by chancefind someonelocked away in their ownmind,let them be- it might bemore pleasantthan the outsideworld.
i wonderi am ugly nudeis mother earth ashamed ofher scars too?
.you are lockedinside of yourself;you are not safe
Let me dieGo awayLeave me aloneAnd let me dieI'm tiredOf this worldI don't want to liveNot anymoreBecause there's no lightAt the end of this tunnelSo I'll just end my lifeDon't try to stop meAnd we'll meet againOn the other sideOutside this dark tunnel
Life (acrostic)Living in HellI want to screamFor this is no lifeEnd this, somehow, I must
I died todayI died todayTook my own lifeI was tiredI was desperateAnd now I'm deadPeople never caredSo I left them behindNow a new life awaitsBeyond the gates of Hell
.she never carried enough oilto keep her own life burning
EscapeTake me somewhere far awayFrom this cage of madnessBefore I lose control over myselfBefore insanity takes overAnd turns me into a monster
Melancholy thoughtsI tastethe sweetnessin your words,only to wonderhow many othershave tastedthem too.
The endDyingNothing left to hope forVanishingSoon to be forgottenA fate that awaits us all
Hope never diesHopes beat fast as we lookOnward past the hurt and painPieces of this harsh life stay behindEfforts to make it better are always worth itNow we are living in the presentEnjoying life when we canVenturing forwardEntering a new stage in lifeRestarting and leaving the past behindDeath we'll never fearIt's just another adventureEndless days in this life butSomehow we'll find a way.
Dissimulation.My solitudesolidifiesas I breath in the smokeof my last cigarette.QuietlyI contemplatethe reason I amalone.Perhaps it wasmywords.